Luhan never meant for his lie to go this far. Hurting his best friend was never his intention.Luhan’s pretending he’s gay. But only to Jaera, his best friend. Why? That’s what Yixing wants to know.Two years into their six year friendship, Luhan confesses to Jaera that he’s gay. At the time, he thought it was a good idea. How fucking wrong he was. Four years have gone by and his lie continues. Now he’s stuck in this huge mess, with no way out. He has his reasons, he just won’t tell Yixing, the only person who knows about the lie, what those reasons are.With no way out but the truth, Luhan is not ready to lose his best friends. He’ll have to bring this lie to his grave.Not unless Yixing or Jaera find out and kill him first.“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.”- Bob Marley  Forewordhow I see the OC in the picture below:Bae Jaera  Authors Note:so....... its been 7 months....... to the ones whove subscribed I just wanted to say thank you and Im SO sorry for not updating at all!I didnt think Id come back and continue this because I had a hard time figuring out wtf I wanted to even do with the story. Im slowly figuring it out and Im going to try my best to see it through. This is sort of my first time writing a fanfic because Im usually the reader of fanfics, not the writer. I hope to the people that subscribed that you give me and the story another chance and I hope the new readers will enjoy!! ps. I chose Layhan as the main characters bc they are my otp and they were actually real best friends ♡♡ I wrote the story when Luhan was still in exo so it depresses me that I wont be seeing them together anymore :( Ill shut up now, enjoy!!- J