The hard and dark times, even my past tears lost its lightThose were the special hopes that resulted in you and I of todayLike the ground hardening after the rainWe dream of tomorrow in our single dayFor that special dream, we draw tomorrowFly high-Fly High by United Cube._______________________________________________________________________________________________Life.A pessimist would die for it. An optimist would live for it. A realist would go by every mundane day as it grabs ahold of them, enveloping them whole. An opportunist would grasp it and make every moment count. Thats what I believe I am; an opportunist. I capture everything that comes my way: be it relationships that lasts for a lifetime, meaningless chatterings or even a piece of salami that randomly flies through the air. I love food. To me, being able to get my stubborn belly filled and my mind content equals a fantastic day.Lets not get that much into it. I may seem really dense and childlike, but theres more to me than meets the eye. Sure, I may be playful and taunting, but with the gift of life comes its side effects: emotions and suffering. Im a lover; Im a friend. I think out of the ordinary, despite popular belief that Hyunseung is the 4D one. My eyes: theyve seen a lot. Ive lived everyday like I had no chance of seeing the dawn of a new tomorrow. Id rather be mute for the rest of my days than waste even a second of the gift of life. I know I may or may not come of as one of the rather intimidating ones, but I try my best in everything I do, in hope that others would find me interesting; in hope that others would think of me as a role model. I guess thats my main goal in life: to be someones true role model; not by force but by the way I do things.I am Lee Kikwang, and this is my story. ForewordThis is the diary of Lee Kikwang of BEAST.ooc says hi, and uh...thanks for taking interest. Have fun scadaddling here and stalking Kikwang hur hur hur. Hit the subscribe button if you wish to know about the mischief Kikwangs been up to, and the real man behind his exterior.The Twins Smut AFF Roleplay.