Jongin had been excited about the prospect of modeling for arts sake. Until Sehun happened and he sees himself in the form of art and movement.Rating: MLength: 3,700 wordsWarning: Vague mature scenes (?) ForewordIf it aint obvious enough, I have a thing for artist x muse stories because 1) I miss painting, 2) I hadnt had a muse in 5 years, 3) This is the only way for me to be connected to my past self.More or less, writing this is self-indulgent. I want to let go but its a little too difficult when for majority of my life my mind was set on being an artist (simply because everyone around me told me I was, the entire time Id been growing up).I am basically at that point in life when I question my own self and my passion but Im glad I still have writing (and fandom) to accompany me through this dark time.