This will be my first wanna one fanfic and it will be an ongniel angst fanfic. Cause I live for angst hahahahahaha.. well the truth is I just cant write fluff so I am writing angst.I am not a professional writer and this is just purely for fun/for fulfilling the shippers desire/dream.The story and the plot is mine and isnt plagiarized. If there is some part/event/happening that is somehow the same as the other stories youve read it is purely coincidental.This story is purely a fiction and nothing in here is true or is happening in real life. I just borrowed the names of the idols for the characters :) I hope you will like this. ForewordI thought marrying the love of your life is the happiest moment of your life.Marriage is not a joke. It is a sacred union between two people who loves and cares for each other.But that where I am wrong. I thought he loves me back. I thought he cares for me. I thought he misses me like I miss him. I thought he likes my company. I thought we were happy.But he isnt and all he ever did to me was an act. An act of revenge because I am the reason why his engagement to his girlfriend be broken off. I am the only one whos loving, whos caring and who is happy in this marriage.I really do love him, and I am blind not to see that hes not happy with me. Can I continue this one-sided love? Should I consider his feelings even though it will break me? Should I let him go?