Yuri is Luhans childhood friend. They were always together since they were toddlers and as they grow up, Luhan started to like Yuri. Luhan went to the same middle school and high school as Yuri just to be with her. Now that theyre in college, will he able to tell his feelings for her?   ForewordLuhans POV"You havent told her yet?! Man, youre such a pussy!" My friend Sehun told me with a shocked expression while the chocolate I gave him was still in his mouth.I rolled my eyes. This friend of mine can be an idiot sometimes. Scratch that, he is an idiot. "Theres a right time for that! Besides, she wont have a boyfriend." I smiled sincerely."And its because of YOU!" He said, chewing the chocolate noisily.Sehun was right. Since middle school, Ive always walk Yuri to school and people around us thought were a couple thats why guys were afraid to approach her. Who wouldnt be afraid of my deadly glares?  "And..her father is too strict. He wont like his daughter to do anything unless its studying or something like excelling in schooI. So.. Yeah" I sighed and look at the ceiling of my room.Sehun looked convinced with my explanation and didnt answer back."Sehun." I said with a serious tone."Hmm?" Sehun looked at me in wonder. "Are you gonna confess your love for me, Luhan?" I punch his arm hard. "Shut the fuck up, retard." He laughed his ass off and i can hardly see his eyes.I cleared my throat and he is now wiping his tears from laughing so hard. "So what is it?" He is now serious."Tell me, just give me your opinion okay? I dont like you to be giving me troll answers and such, you shit head. That is why you need to be honest." He nodded excitedly, waiting impatiently for my question.I sighed. "Do you think.... She likes me?"Silence. Nothing can be heard except for the loud beating of my heart. I wonder what he thinks?"I think...........Not."Shock was written all over my face. He thinks Yuri doesnt like me even a bit? "How would she like you? You have bad grades, you are too conceited and youre a playboy. I doubt it, Luhan. I highly doubt it." Sehun said without thinking. Am I really that bad? First of all, I have bad grades because Im too busy with my soccer practices. Second, Im not conceited. Well, I guess....maybe sometimes .Lastly, I admit that I had many girlfriends but that was all just an act just to make Yuri jealous!As if reading my mind, Sehun blurted out. "Yeah yeah make her jealous blah blah blah. For all i know you only dated many girls out of frustration because you failed making her jealous with your first ever girlfriend. Her reaction? Its as if nothing had happened. It only means one thing. She doesnt feel the same way, dude." Silence once again. I didnt want to hear those words at all. Sehun just uttered the words im afraid to hear the most. Yuri, the girl Ive been dreaming to be with, doesnt look at me the way i look at her. It hurts.I clenched my fist and I faced down, looking at the floor. Am i crying? Of course not, not so manly. Does Yuri really think of me as a mere friend? Will it be different if I only had courted her in the past? What does she really think of me? My head were full of thoughts I didnt notice Sehun looking at me with pitiful eyes. I didnt care if i look so desperate just because of Yuri. She was special and I want her so bad.