Lee Sungjong. He was living and loving life, as much as he could. He knew that his time would come, but he never thought it would come so soon. He knew that his illness would take over his body, but never did he think he would be only 17 when it happened. Although he was living his life with a sickness slowly taking over his body, he lived life to the fullest, making every day a day that he would never forget. Making memories and cherishing them forever and longer. But, as soon as his sickness made him incappable of even moving out of a hospital bed, his happy aura has seem to fade. Slowly, day by day, his friends he had grown accusomed to, have stopped visiting him daily. But who could blame them? Who would want to visit someone who was practically dying right in front of them? He never wanted to be babied by them, he only wanted them to visit so he had someone to talk to. But now, the only thing he wished more than feel the air blow through his hair or feel the sun, was experience love.But one faithful day, he met someone new. Someone he turned around his gloomy world, and made him feel stronger. He also started to experience what he wanted to feel for a long time, love.  ForewordDate: April 5thTime: 7:48 p.m.Journal Entry Number 2Ever since I have met Myungsoo, my gloomy life was finally turned around. Sure, Im still in this god forsaken hospital, sitting on this crummy bed, but he has been making these days seem more bareable. It may sound cheesy of me to say so, but its true. I asked the nurse to bring me another journal just so I can start writing and saying what is on my mind every day now. Myungsoo has really made me happy. He actually has been keeping his promises. And Im surprised by that! I mean, he is so handsome, shouldn;t he be out, seeing that special someone? Although that thought makes me jealous! But thats a secret!! Anyways, I am just super happy that Myungsoo comes and visits me ever day. Even the nurses see the sudden change in my attitude. I think as long as I have Myungsoo come visit me every day, I think Ill be fine. Although he is quiet and cold-looking sometimes, he is super kind, sweet, caring, a great listener.... Aish! He is suddenly taking over my mind. I guess Ive just been feeling lonely, thats all right? Well, thats all I have to write for today! P.S. Is love at first sight real or not?P.P.S. Do they have any other colors to write with? Maybe I can ask Myungsoo for some colorful pens! <3 L. Jongie-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Rating : PG-13Genre : Romance | Death | Fluff | Sad-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Hello there! I know I am being a lazy ass and not updating my other fics, but I just cannot find any inspiration to write more chapters on them anymore. /sobs. Ill update eventually, but no promises when I will and if I will actually. On another note: I ahve been extremely busy. My school is gonna start "STAR" testing soon, and so I am preparing for that. Plus; I have thousands of reports to do, and spring break homework I still need to finish: 3 book reports, a spanish project, 40 pages of biology, 15 pages of math. I still have a lot to finish as you can see, and its already Thursday ( where I live at least ). Which leaves me Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday to complete everything. Fun right? Anyways; before I rant on more and turn this authors note into a novel, Ill end it here.The story will start off as an introduction of characters, and then it will soon turn into Sungjongs Journal Entry point of views. Youll understand as you read more. I am hoping for this fic to not be a complete story. more on the lines of a longer one-shot. I hope I dont exceed 10 chapters, but you and I never know. Also, for my updating schedule, since I still have all those things ( listed before) ) to do, I might ( actually, I probably will ) update slow. As for my chapters, I usually write each chapter to be 1,000 words or longer. If they seem short, please feel free to tell me and Ill do my best to write longer ones. Anyways ; I hope you guys can subscribe and comment! I will boost my confidence and give me inspiration to update and stuff like that.P.S. I am writing another smut for my MyungJong Smut Series as of now too, so if you are subscribed to that already, anticipate it! P.P.S. Would anyone like to make me a poster? ~u~ .[ Attention : This story is based purely from my own thoughts. Any story similar or related is by coincidence. I do not plagiarize; nor do I hope to be plagiarized from. ]And complete thank you to bunnyxwarrior for my awesome and amazing new poster! Check out her shop here ♫ ~