You are Mina. You will beginn your trainee life very soon, so you have to say goodbye to everyone you love and start a new life in korea. Your ultimate bias is Jackson Wang and you are at the same company as him. Will you be able to overcome everything and figure out if your love for jackson is more then just a fan? Will you be able to actually get closer to him and Got? And the most important thing: will you be able to debut and be happy about your decision? ForewordHello everyone Im Panda. Its my first time writing a fanfic so I hope you will enjoy it. Please keep in my kind that english is not my mother language, so dont hesitate to correct me if I do the same mistake over and over again. I want to make a quite long story, so the first Chapter wont include idols. Please feel free to give me some ideas or tell me what you would like to happen , I will try to make it happen for you.  I a am planning to make this a real storyline, not only focused on love but also the difficulties you have to face as a trainee living somewhere else alone. This story will include a lot of different idols from different companies and groups. I will list the ones I am already having in mind for the future Chapters but there might be other idols included as well so p,ease look forward to it.  I tend to write everything in detail so it might be boring or too long, if you feel like that please tell me and I will try to change my writing style.  ~please look forward my first story~