Yesung - Hes a secret. No one knows if hes human or not. People dont get him, and are afraid of him. He believes hes going to hell for being a sinner and for smoking every single hour of his life since he was 16. He answers to one person and one person only. God. Everything he does its for god. His mission is to make God love him and forgive him for being a sinner. but then he allowed his life to fall into lust and desire. This is his story. Siwon -  Hes a lonely man. He lives with his step-sister Dana and her boyfriend Jinki, even thought he doesnt need it. He works on his family company but hates every second of it. He just does it to make his sister happy since he knows she would rather die than do something like that.. He hopes one day hell find the same love his sister has, but sometimes he fears its too late. One night he bumps into a strange man, but he never knew his life would change so much.  Jinki and Dana - They met at open auditions for a musical. They have been together since then. He doesnt care that shes older than him, he doesnt care people around him see it as a bad thing. He loves her and hes loved back and thats all he needs. Dana has two passions in her life. Her work and Jinki. She never felt so happy like she is with him, but she cant help but care too much for her step-brother Siwon. She fears one day hell be in depression for being so lonely. This happy couple seems perfect, but they fear their happiness will end as soon Siwon introduces them his new "friend" ForewordIm a religious man. I do believe in God. Hes the one who tells me what Ive to do. Hes the one who shows me the right way. I dont need anything else. I dont need luxurious things, even thought I never had them to start with. I dont feel the need to spend money on a single thing. Im just happy for being alone and to pray. What I do, is in the name of God, and no one else. What I do is in his name, nothing else. I may not like it, but its what I do. Since I was 12. He saved me from a life of depression and death. If it wasnt for him, I would be stealing, living on the streets. Probably sealing my body, or maybe dead. But no. Now Ive a ceiling under my head, now Ive a purpose in my life.I know I should introduce myself, perhaps this might be the last time we meet, but I dont believe that will be necessary. On the contrary. As I tell you this story, youll wish that I never even spoke to you in the first place. I didnt meant what I did. I betrayed myself, I lied to myself and I managed to destroy the bond I had with God. And that happened in seconds. Something that I never thought it would happen. But then again, they always say Satan is appealing. I wish I could say “Im only human”. If I could, I would probably be forgiven, God would probably forgiven me without thinking twice. But Im not. Im not human.And no. Im not an angel or some divine personality. Ive sinned too much to be one. That is only for people who deserve. Only for the pure ones. Im just someone who does what hes told to. And I will never be able to be at peace with myself. Ive killed too much for too long. At first those faces, those cries would hunt my sleep, would hunt my dreams, but after a while, I became numb to everything. Now I can kill and I wont feel remorse at all. I dont even care. They can cry, beg, talk about their families, but I just dont care. Doing this made me less human. Every day I died a little inside, but now, Im completely dead.But what I did...For moments I thought I went insane. It was like I turned my back to God and didnt cared about him. It was like I had sold myself to Satan and that I was fine. I cant believe I allowed myself to fall into temptation. I never allowed myself to do something like that. I was a knight of God! I did everything he told me to! How did I allowed myself to do something he was against? How did I allowed myself to fall for everything I hated? I felt for lust! Lust was a sin, and I still felt for it. I deserve to be punished. I deserve to be punished!This is the story of how I allowed myself to forget about my path, about my destiny because of lust. How I allowed myself to become weak, how I allowed myself to forget about God. This is the story of how I met Choi Siwon.   from now on, every time something appears in italic, its Yesung talking