Five years ago, Doyoung disappeared when the snow was just starting to fall from the sky.Five years later, he passed away in the same month, leaving everyone shocked.Subsequent to his funeral, Taeyong receives a time capsule that contains the traces of his precious friends memories before he ascended to heaven. Foreword"L-Love...?" Taeyong drops the notebook in his lap, "D-Doyoung l-loved m-me...?"He can’t respond because he’s too busy gasping for air. Taeyong harshly pulls his hair before screaming on top of his lungs, "W-Why... Why did you never tell me, D-Doie... Why?!"Doyoung loved him. His best friend was suffering but he never knew.Was he blind?No... Taeyong isnt that kind of person."I-I always loved you, until now..." Taeyong barely responds after a moment of silence, "I-I gave up on you because I thought you never felt the same..." He clutches the blanket, his fingers clawing the poor fabric, "I-I gave up on you, Do. I fucking gave up on you..." Crossposted on Ao3.