Hours turned into days and days turned into weeks.And Jongin hoped those weeks would eventually turn into months, who would later turn into years.He was falling hard and fast, it was nearly painful but so, so beautiful.Until one day it all just...changed ForewordA/N:This is completely different from anything I have wroten, but I am feeling quite content with my work.This started off as a request from an anon in tumblr (they wanted angst, no special sort of angst so i had to brain storm o u o) which later on turned into something I just...really, really put my mind into.I am really proud of what I was trying to achieve with this and I sincerely hope it came out alright for not just myself but all of you.Warning; This contains self harm, unrequited love I suppose, bullying and a very sad Jongin.Luhan is not all that bad.Promise to give him a chance.Alrighty so without further a do...here goes nothing.PS, I really really would appreciate feedback.I am not feeling quite confident in myself so itd would really give me a boost./is an awkward lil shit