Perhaps it was never me. I doubt it was ever me. I was just pretending that it was me. I trusted you to be just a friend, but you crossed the line.   Life may open windows for you, but it matters when you choose not to care about the windows. What if, you regret not openeing the window now?  ForewordFor the very first time, I am actually entering a writing contest. Not going for the win, but hey the albums and t-shirts sound good, so does the karma points.  S E A S O N S Writing Contest! Go ahead and join it if you want!!  Im hoping to complete this soon because of the deadline but idk. I might choose to go on a hiatus for my other ongoing fic if I choose to write this one-shot. Ideas are terrible at the moment, although inspired. Cant get my thoughts to think straight and proper T__T  Last one-shot of 2013.