Niel has always assumed one day hed marry women, and theyd have kids together and grow old together. But that all changed when he realized his true feelings for C.A.P. (and please do not ask why i have a picture of u-bomb up there! lol because i have no idea! lol) ForewordIt takes a lot to tell someone your not straight. I mean its not that easy going up and saying "Im gay" might sound easy, but those are probably the two hardest words someone may ever say. Especially when youve gone your whole life thinking your straight, what a roller coster ride that is for someone, that someone being me ofcouse, Niel.