This is a real Journal. The only things changed are the names. Dont ask who I am, or anything about the famous people involved. Just read, and see what you think of this strange little world. **The names used in the story dont reflect anyone. I used random names in order to keep peoples privacy. ForewordEXPLANATIONS OF THIS JOURNAL: 1. Chapters marked "Entry 1", "Entry 2", etc are official entries in the journal2. Entries with titles, such as Chapter 5, "Details Of My Life" are entries I wrote directly into AFF as I was feeling them, and they are not in any chronilogical order with the official entries.3. The people in this story are real, and everything I write is pure fact and my feelings.4. There are mentions of real idols in my journal, dont ask who they are because im respecting everyones privacy by not using their real names. CHARACTERS:Donghae - MeSungJong - My boyfriendHyuk - A kpop idol that has been my lover and friendSulli - my yeodongsaeng (korean for female younger sibling, shes not my real, just a friend) that Im close toJae - my "namdongsaeng" that is actually older than me by a few weeks, im more of a hyung though I guess :3HyungSeok - An ulzzang net idol im friends withGaEul - my other yeodongsaeng, shes a tomboy.HyunYeong - My noona thats friends with "Hyuk"**There are other people that will be mentioned in the story, so my character list will probably grow as I think of people.