Moving to Korea. A cousin she never knew of. Her first love destined to beak because of the camera flashlights and his fame. And suddenly her life turned upside down and it all got way to complicated. Foreword Dear dairy!Life sucks. Really, why do my freaking parents want to go back to Korea. I creatinly dont want to, but as always when it comes to their work , they dont care what I think or what I want or how I feel about what they are doing. No, they just decide and that really pisses me off. But what can I do against that? Well, actually I cant do anything because I will have to go anyways. I have to leave everything I love behind to follow my parents. Doesnt that sound nice, leaving your friend, your home, just your entire childhood behind. The streets with all these memories. No, it doesnt and it never will.And on top of that my parents even forced me to learn korean. I dont kown what I could do to stop them. I want to stay. Im seventeen years old and I really can take care of my own, but they just dont see that.Because Im already sitting in my room surrounded by boxes filled with clothes, book, vases, shelves and other things. I had never wated to leave, but I still have to. The only question I keep constantly asking myself is if I can ever be happy in Korea.Zoey