How can love be so painful? So distressful? So cruel? So violent?How can she rip my heart out and stomp on it like it was nothing?Why do I still love her even after everything shed done to me?  ForewordOkay, this is a true life story, my story, of course minus the time travelling trick, that was just my imagination and wish. Yes, I wish I really could turn back time to avoid all the heart break I went through.