The world is cruel, and unfairly so. The pain of seeing your love, of hearing your love, but not being able to hold your love, is far greater than one can imagine. It is the pain that Soonyoung must suffer as he waits for day he can touch Seokmin again. ForewordThis is probably going to be really dark... why do I never want soonseok to be happy? D:But anyways, this wont have regular updates. Ive started writing this, and even though I know what I want from it, its been pretty difficult to write.But Im definitely planning to finish it because I can see the end. Just... be warned.. its not going to be happy.. The description is pretty vague, but after the first chapter, you should be able to tell whats going on (kind of). Ill write some AN along the way in case anyone gets confused.Also, please dont mind my awful cover, haha. I just wanted to try my hand at making one :P Enjoy?  Cross posted on AO3