Youngjae is torn between what happened and what should have happened. ForewordA/N: A lame atempt at angst. However I wrote it because I was listening to "Losting Grip" by Avril Lavigne and "Better Than I Know Myself" by Adam Lamber, and I was inspired to write this. Its not a song fic BTW because they dont really mach up and yeah... Dont know what else to say but i hope you guys enjoy