Siwons continued absence for their promotions in China has Kyuhyun paranoid. A result of me noticing the fact that babykyus smile wasnt reaching his eyes when they had their 1st win for "Swing" ForewordI know that I should be proud of my boyfriend and should be supporting him in his career.But till when can I turn a deaf ear to peoples speculations about him???I am scared Siwon....I am afraid...very afraid!!!