Jongin is in love with her best friend and desperately wishes her best friend wasnt in love with someone else. ForewordWarnings/Notes: fem!Kai/fem!D.O, PG-15, mild angst, underage drinking, smoking, homophobic slur, violence, blood mention, American high-school settingA/N: Some parts loosely adapted from this song/MV by Hayley Kiyoko, which is where the title comes from.(Bc when I see any type of video, Im like, hey, this would be interesting as a fic! ...so here we are.)I’ve never written anything angsty/dramatic before so this was as much as a challenge as a great writing experience for me. I genuinely hope you like it, and comments are always greatly appreciated~! ^ ^On LJ here.~tumblr~