Kyungsoo had never seen himself as a masochist but right now he hated every fibre in his body for lusting after someone he could not have.Well, not anymore.Everything had started out fairly innocent.They had spoken a few times outside of badminton practice, granted it was through Kakao and never face to face and why? They werent really friends per say, team mates sure but that was it. Oh and did I forget to mention? Jongin, the subject of Kyungsoos utter self hatred, already had a boyfriend.   ForewordBecause of life and stuff I couldnt stop writing on this. I realise I should probably start posting my Kaisoo fic: the Disease Called Love, but I want my poster first so, sorry (: Anyway this is another one shot, granted its longer but I hope youll enjoy it once its done.