Chapter 1 (For A Pessimist, Im Pretty Optimistic) Summary: Jongdae is a conflicted man. He tells himself he isnt good enough for Yixing- thats why they broke up. Years later, Jongdae is regretting his rash decision as he starts falling deep for his ex whom might have actually started moving on to another.Chapter 1.5 (Tender Love) Summary: An overview and snippets of what happened and what can happen. ForewordThe Rollercoaster Life of Kim Jongdae Saga.  Made the decision to use just one story to publish all parts. Its gonna be fourshots with little bridges from story to story here and there.note to those that are uncomfortable with smut or other trigger warnings (which i will mention in the future so i dont spoil), this will be marked rated M in the future because (; its coming sooner than you think. (As well as will be marked trigger warning at a much later date)