Because every time he meets with Sehun, a part of his soul dies.Every time he holds his hand, every time he kisses his lips, every time he tells him how much he loves him; a portion of his heart withers. It dies from a mixture of happiness, of guilt, of helplessness…And of love.  Forewordokay oneshot HunHan coz I miss HunHan okay theres too much XiuHan (not that i mind tho hoho xiuhan is so cute~) lately and I just feel the urge to write a hunhan oneshot.This story is just so random like one day i just plugged my earphones in and listened to music and a sudden idea popped in my mind and now here it is, composed into a oneshot hunhan fic.hope you guys enjoy this tho, and as always i would love to read comments (i mean who wouldnt lol) so yeah!saranghaja.