Hey everyone ! This is actually my debut piece here in asianfanfics.. I write in livejournal as http://b0ojae.livejournal.com/.So here it is ! : ) Enjoy !  Based on real events in my life : ) Genre: RomanceLength: ChapteredRated: GSummary: Having a best friend has never been so confusing.. Jaejoong thought, as he stared blankly on his best friend, who is oblivious of the turmoil rummaging inside his head. They have been friends for 3 years and the emotions are only getting stronger for him...the only problem is.. what emotions are these ? Jaejoong and Yunho in What Do We Mean To Each Other ? Foreword  ENTRY NO.1- "The First Day"           The first day of Jaejoong in the university and he was already wishing it was the last. He was certain he woould have an anxiety attack just thinking about how he would make it through the day. He dreads first days. He dreaded having to talk to strangers. He refusses to talk to anyone unless they talk to him first. This side of not him does not do him good especially on "first days". And this was THE first day.           His father stopped the car in front of the gates, "Have fun on your first day Jae !".           Jaejoong can only give a faint smile as he stepped out of their car. As he did, eyes cant help but notice him. He was the only one dropped off by a car. The university was a relatively "cheap"choice but it was one of the perrforming schools in the country. Jaejoongs parents opted to send him to this public university, for only God knows the reason. He had went to private and well-known schools all through his life and this was his first day to go in a public school. This only added to the anxiety and pressure threatening to shut down his entire system in a few minutes.           He entered the room and searched for a familiar face           "Oh God. Where the hell is Junsu?" He mentally asked his self while searching for a vacant row to be seated on.                    Yes, a vacant row and not a seat. he did not want to talk to anybody except Junsu. Seeing that there was none, he chose to seat on the second to the last row, with a guy seated a chair away from him. He had no choice. Not wanting to talk to the boy, Jaejoong rested his head on his table, and waited for Junsu to arrive.            After a few minutes, a hand tapped the sleeping mans shoulder.            "Hyung ! wake up !" Jae nudged and looked up at the owner of the small hands on his shoulder.            "Junsu-ah !! what took you so long ?" Jae hugged the smaller boy and let him sit on his right side.            The two chatted like high school students after a long summer vacation. Their chit-chat was cut off by the teachers arrival.            "Good morning everyone , welcome to your first day in college!" The teacher spoke and the students ignored her. Jae and Junsu smiled at the reaction of their classmates.           "Before anything else, id like you to get a sheet of paper then write your contact details"            "Su, do you have one?" Jae asked Junsu, hoping that he did, so they would not have to ask around.           "Its the first day hyung ! how am i supposed to know that we already need one ??" Junsu asked.No. It was more of a statement.            "Oh NO." Jae thought nervously of having to ask a stranger for something. Being the older one, he felt obliged to do so. So he mastered up all his courage, turned to his left, and to the boy he ignored a while ago.. the one who was one seat away from him.            "H-Hi.." The boy looked inquisitively at jaejoong.            "Uhmmm..i..I was wondering if my friend and i can have a sheet of paper.." Jae mumbled. *Jaes POV* "Im asking him a sheet of paper, without even asking his name!!! STUPID ! STUPID!"             Finally the boy spoke. "Ok..That would be $5" He said mischievously.             Jae raised his thick, black, beautiful eyebrows.             "What the.. ??" Now the boy was getting into JJs nerves.             "Hahaha !! Just playing ! Here !" The boy handed Jae 2 sheets of paper. We dont even know each other and he is already playing jokes on me ! What a jerk!              Jae got the papers, uttered an ungrateful thank you to the boy and turned to Junsu.              As they were writing their contact details, the teacher gave another instruction.            " Students at the back please fill up the seats in front of you so you can hear me"              The students did as told and filled up the seats. Since there was an empty seat between Jae and the boy, Jae was happy he didnt have to seat next to him. Thank God I dont have to talk to him.             With that, tall, dark skinned boy sat beside Jae.                     "Hi there..Im Changmin ! " The boy greeted Jae and Junsu excitedly. They smied at Changmin and was happy to have met a friendly guy. The three insatantly clicked, and talked while the teacher went outside.Just then, Changmin took out a Rubics cube from his bag and started solving it. Jae and Junsu stared in amazent at the smart Changmin.             "Wow. You know how to solve that ??" Junsu asked while staring with amazement at Changmin.             "Well..its not so hard." A voice joined the three who were focused on the cube. JAe looked behind Changmin to see the owner of the voice.             Just as Jae suspected. It was the boy from a while ago. The "braggard" who asked money for his papers.             "..oh have you solved this too ?" Changmin asked the boy.             "Well,,im still trying too. but im getting closer" The boy exclaimed. His confidence level unwavering.              "ahh !! by the way Im Changmin, and these are Jaejoong and Junsu"              "HI ! This is Yoochun.." He pointed to the boy beside him.              "And Im Yunho..."               Yunho looked at Jaejoong.               And for the first time on that very first day.. Jaejoong and Yunho locked their eyes.