The tug of a heart, the pull of a hand, the call of a soul--you can run away from them all you want but you should know, in the end, all you’re running away from is yourself. ForewordI began this story almost seven years ago now. I had almost completed it but for some reason, I lost heart. Writing became hard, and I stopped for a while.And then the lawsuit happened, and the fandom changed beyond recognition. People began to fight--Who was right? Who was wrong? Who is better: JYJ or TVXQ-as-it-is-now? I grew sick of it, and I left the fandom. This fanfic, my magnum opus, languished untouched on my computers harddrive for years. But I never did forget about it.And now, for whatever reason, I am back. And I am determined to finish this story. For my own peace of mind, I have to.I hope everybody likes it. Please, if you read my little story, drop me a line. I love to hear everybodys thoughts! And comments are the nourishment we fanfic writers survive on.