"Hyukjae, please dont go.""You know I have to go. I have no choice.""Please, Im begging you. Stay here, just for a little while longer.""I really have to go, Donghae. Theres no way I can stay.""But, you dont understand.""Im sorry. I have to go."Donghae fears being alone. He knows his fear is irrational, and he knows that he is foolish for trying to deal with his problem on his own. But he is so afraid of being left alone that he can almost feel his heart give out in the silence of an empty room. He needs to be with someone, with him, to keep his positive nature and keep his mind clear.Hyukjae does not know about Donghaes fears. Hyukjae has to work two jobs to get himself through college. He tries his hardest to be there for Donghae, but there are only so many hours in a day. He feels guilty every time he has to leave Donghaes side, but he has no idea what Donghae feels every time he closes the door and leaves him alone.What will happen to Donghae after he is left alone? Will he be able to push through the loneliness and wait for Hyukjae, or will the emptiness of his bedroom take him to the edge and cause him to jump from it? Forewordhey guys! this is my first fanfic on this site. im no stranger to writing, but i am a stranger to this site lol! so please dont bash if u dont like this. and if u do like this, please let me know in a comment! :)this story is based on a true story. i personally struggle with the feelings donghae does in the story, so im going to be passionate about writing this. i think writing this will also help me face my own fears, at least just a little bit.i have to say thank you to my friend jen (jeniscool100) for helping me with my grammar and spelling and everything. i couldnt forget to give her some credit for her work too! ;)this story will not contain smut since i am not a good smut writer. it probably will contain a lot of fluff since im a pretty big sucker for fluff. ;) i hope u like this cus im going to be giving my all every time i write it. thanks for reading!-lachlan