I thought I am so lucky to join and actually won the SMEs auditions for new trainees. Having a loving bf and this, nothing can beat this happiness that I am feeling right now. Since my parents died years ago, my bf became my pillar and shoulder to lean on. And I know nothing can go wrong plus being accepted in one of the biggest agency in Korea is a great thing.  The only thing that I and my bf was sad about is, I have to stay at SMEs dorms during the training... And its far from the our place. So I and my bf have to separate for a long time, places at least. But we both agreed to stay strong and have faith with one another. Promised that this will not ruin our relationship in any way. We hugged and kissed just before he left me infront of SMEs building...   Characters:YouMark (OC) - BFKaiEXOSNSDF(x)SuJuShinee  Foreword "Im just here to give this back to you... and Oh..." I handed the ring he gave me years back and linked arms with Kai. "Oppa... hes my ex bf that I have been talking about. Mark, meet Kai, EXO-Ks dance machine, my bf..."  I cant keep it... cant hold it. All the pain is striking hard in my heart. I feel like vomitting and dying...