Changjo is dating a female idol from a known girl group. Ricky is devastated when he finds out that his long-time crush is dating someone other than him. Other members try to help him move on but he doesnt do it and then Changjo tells everyone that hes engaged. Depressed Ricky finds himself a distraction in drinking. ForewordI wasnt supposed to start a new story... But here this is, I hope you enjoy reading this. Story contains angst and Im not sure if I should just rate it M... Ill do it later if necessary. (please tell me if I should) WARNING!!! There are some things that could trigger someone! There are at least suicidal thoughts/talking about suicide (only mentioned once in the last chapter). I dont know if anything else should be warned about so tell me if you think there is something!