Kai fanfic for all Kkamjongs fan like me... Have fun imagining reading! :) Oh!! and please do listen to this song when your reading this.. --> http://youtu.be/7XJDmOOk9VU it will create the perfect mood when you read this.  Foreword A/N: bold words = thoughts "italic words" = conversations so you wont get confused :)Here I am. Standing here like a stupid mannequin. Seeing him crying his tears out on her shoulder outside his studio on our favorite bench. I just stand there. Watching them. When I watch them for God knows how long, I know that she knows Im seeing this. Her face. That evil smirk. Shes looking straight into my eyes with that smirk on. Thats all it takes for me to know her real intentions. I fall hard to the cold floor with tears falling non-stop. I hate this, all of this. Why was I so stupid?