I love you so much...And its so hard to keep this love true to my heart.I dont believe theres a future for us.Its too unreal to believe...But if I keep believing, will something happen?I doubt it. ForewordEvery morning, a new day starts.Every day, a new letter.Every afternoon, my head is filled with thoughts of you.Every night, my day ends One day, I hope you can find my letters.Even if you do, you probably wouldnt understand it.But, if you do; I want you to know, my love is real.All of it.It all started when I couldnt stop thinking about you. Every thought included you. My friends know how much I love you, but they think its just a bias thing.I think youre more than that.More than an idol. Youre a regular human being.Story will be updated daily, until the end of the year.This fanfic isnt here to please you. Its supposed to please the people who are interested.If you dont like it, or youre not interested, then dont read it.These letters are based on true events.Yes, Im average looking; Which means, Im not cute and sexy.No, I dont have a slim body or a body thats like a stick.Yes, my hair is naturally curly and medium-length.No, I dont color my hair. My hair is natural.Yes, Im very smart and intelligent for my age, but I do make simple mistakes.No, Im not those perfect characters in every story.Yes, I have my friends who I entertain and make them happy.No, Im not bubbly, jumpy, and joyful.Yes, I have a mother, father, two brothers, and a dog.No, Im not mommys favorite, nor daddys little girl, nor the best out of the three siblings.Yes, I do face reality, even when its tough and unbearable.No, Im not in fantasy land. Im still growing up. My life isnt perfect.I know that for a fact.Poster Credit:・・TA-DA REQUEST SHOP ♪Day Counter.