"Is appa here still?" My youngest daughter Mikki asked. It was only days before that we fought and now he is gone I want to tell her he is okay, but he is gone and I dont want to break her heart or she will be in the same situation as her father. "Yes," I say as we look at his lifeless body, He is still here. He is just sleeping." After a moment tears fall out of eyes regretting that what happened is still here.  ForewordHey this is a One Shot for my new friend BlasianAegyo... Minjoo-ah... good luck imagining all those weird things ya kno.... Hyemun Signing off... Gaja!!!!!!