If Only You Knew~~If Only I Knew~~My heart ache everytime I see you. My heart ache everytime I see you smile. My heart ache everytime I see you laugh. Most importantly my heart ache that we cut our friendship. I CUT OUR FRIENDSHIP. I cant even save our friendship. That really hurts me A LOT more.I know you love another woman. I know that you have been with her for years. Years before I existed. I blamed myself for loving you. I blamed myself for pursuing you to be with me. I was selfish.If only I can turn back the time.