She couldnt remember anything about him. The guy she once fell in love with.The guy she once treasure the most.The guy who made her heart beating wildly.The guy who made her hurt and happy at the same time.He was so special for her. Too special.And now, Where is he?Hello people! *Bows*Its me again, Scentedharmony with her new story! dont forget to check my other stories too^^This is angst (again;__;) and romance. Oops I forgot! This is one-shot! or two shot or three shot, Idk:)And Hell yeah! This is TOPDARA!! DARAGON!! AND ALSO KRISDARA!!Lol, okay so Scentedharmony presents: SPECIAL DISCLAIMER :This story is a product of imagination, and written by ScentedharmonyI do not own the characters, but I’m pretty sure I’m the one who owns the plot and the story.If you find this story similar with others, then it must be a pure coincidence. I will never plagiarize someone else’s hardwork, so please give me your respect too. No copying allowed.Caution : You might find a lot, like A LOT of grammatical errors and typos. I already warned you, so if you ever find it, please have mercy on me.  ForewordDid we really love? Or was it just a long war?At the tangled memories, I smile and cry.More than any of the good memories with anyone else, I miss the times I spent with you.I want you so I’m stewing in sickness.If love is measured by how much one was in painThen you were a love that I won’t ever have againEven if it’s in this way, even if it became a scarThank you for settling inside of meI guess this is a goodbyeI guess this is lingering attachmentIt’s worse sickness than love or obsessionIt seemed like you would spread like a bruise and completely disappearBut you’re a deep wound that will grow along with me foreverIf you’re breathing in my tears,I won’t let them dryIf you’re still squirming in my scar,I won’t let it healEven if it hurts, it’s okay if it’s youEven if they’re sad memories, it’s okay if they’re mineEven is it’s not happiness, even if it’s unhappiness,Because it’s a gift you gave me, I thank youI’m not afraid of loving again and being hurt againBecause no one could hurt me as much as you did,No, precious youIf love is measured by how much one was in painThen you were a love that I won’t ever have againEven if it’s in this way, even if I will regret itThank you for remaining in me  “I will love you forever. I will love you till eternity. I will love you till death do us apart.I will always love you.”  “And just remember our promise okay?Us against the world.”  “And no matter what, you will always be in my mind and heart.Your face, your voice, your love, your memories, will always deeply buried in my heart.Since I was born, I was destinied to be with you.I love you and thankyou.Thankyou for coming into my live and thankyou for being my special.” Lyrics by Lee Hi - Special (English translation)