One day Hoya wakes up to find his girlfriend missing from his bed, her makeup stained across his pillows. His world finally begins to fall apart as he unlocks secret by painful secret -- can he hold on to himself... or will he lose himself to love? ForewordOne day Hoya wakes up to find his girlfriend missing from his bed, her makeup stained across his pillows. His world finally begins to fall apart as he unlocks secret by painful secret -- can he hold on to himself... or will he lose himself to love?  Hoya loved her, and she loved him. There were just too many things in between them that went completely unexplained. Every time he tried to reach out, shed pull away, farther and farther each time. And that was the problem for him. How could he keep loving her when she kept drawing away? He has a decision to make. And its always too late for him anyway. For both of them. If only he knew... Hey everyone ^^ Its my first fic so bear with me, alright? Enjoy all you HOYATICS out there!!!!!!!!!!!!! Infinite oppa hwaiting <3