I love ChangToria and I desperately wanted to write a ChangToria fanfic, but Im able to write only angst, so, here is my first ChangToria fanfic. ForewordBeloved Qian,I miss you.I miss you so much, I wrote it a lot of times in every letter that I’ve wrote you but I’ve never sent you and I’ll never send, I have no address to send them to, unless I could send them to Paradise.