This story stars you, the reader, as Song Youngchan, an eager, young artist fanboy with Lee Donghae and Lee Hyukjae as your closest friends. Donghae will have a few more roles in this story. Hell be the academys dreamboat, the hot fishie in SuJu, and the one person youve been crushing on all this time. Will he accept your confession? Will he turn you down? Hate you? Will you have to move on to other cute guys or girls? Be warned; this story will contain a lot of amateurish romance, and a crapload of mixed emotions. Maybe some fluff here and there... oh, and yaoi. Dont like yaoi? Dont read. :) ForewordWhen youre someone like me, youd easily call yourself a moron, stupid, dumb, and you would have to face the mirror, tears in your eyes, and you would constantly ask yourself, "What did I do wrong? Why did I do it? WHY?" and you would also wonder when the pain and humiliation would end, especially because, well, youre the gay kid. An automatic outcast. Forever alone, if you might call me. Sure, its all fun and rainbows, and at least you have some friends and siblings that care about you (not a lot of friends though), but when it comes to love, and it involves your best friend, that stuff could have some consequences. Hey, Im Youngchan, and youre reading the story of my problematic love life. *sniff* Oh, its already 1:30... better get some rest for... tomorrow... Ill just tell you the actual story tomorrow, Im too depressed and sleepy to do it now... *sniff*