Chanyeol’s heart constricts. It’s not the first time and he knows it won’t be the last time. Sometimes it hurts more, sometimes it hurts less, but to be honest, it always hurts. He won’t show it to anyone, goes to dance-practice, films music videos, variety shows, films – anything. Nobody should know that deep inside, Chanyeol hurts. ForewordIm writing and posting this as part of processing something thats happening to me at this moment. Its a very short and personal one-shot in which Chanyeol is basically me. I hope you dont mind me giving him this role - if you do, please dont read this story. EDIT-- I added more parts because that which Im going through, keeps continuing and hurting me, but I decided that with the third part, its over. It ends on a positive note though. ^^