Sehun fell in love with Luhan- though they speak of past lovers, Sehun says he doesnt worry about his, because hes worried about his lover now. But Luhan leaves Sehun unexpectedly, and Sehun searches through the months, trying to find out why, though Luhan is avoiding him, which is slowly killing Sehun inside. Sehun makes a new friend, and shes lovely, kind and sweet, and very helpful when it comes to trying to figure out Luhan. Will Sehun figure out why Luhan left him? Will he get him back? ForewordThis is a one shot that Ive written because I saw the words: "I never said I wanted to leave, I just said I was going to" on a writing prompt on tumblr so I felt that I wanted to write something sad.This is my first thing ever putting on here, and it probably really sucks because I didnt try very hard on it, but I did enjoy writing it.**I was intending this to be short and sweet, but  few of my friends told me that I should continue it, so Im going to. There will be twenty chapters and one epilogue. Thank you for reading!