When I got to know that Dongho was leaving U-KISS, I was like, "No… No. No! NO!!! I DON’T BELIEVE IT!!! THIS IS CRUELTY THAT AGAINST ME!! WHY? HE CAN’T LEAVE U-KISS!! THEY WON’T BE THE SAME WITHOUT HIM!!! I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE HIM!!! WHY? WHY IS HE LEAVING U-KISS??? I STILL DON’T BELIEVE IT!!! HE’S LEAVING!! HE! IS! LEAVING! TTTTTTT^TTTTTTT"He’s not my bias, and Im dying of worry! I feel a huge pain ... It’s terrible to think that we won’t hear about him again ... TTTATTT The story is repeating itself! When Xander and Kibum left, was it this horrible? It must have been worse! ...but it doesn’t matter! I am suffering with this!Now their songs (especially "Someday" and "0330") make much more sense ...Even Wikipedia already says Dongho is a former member! I think Ill only believe this story when I see their comeback performance without him, and it will hurt so much ... TTT^TTTP. S.: I think this is not fanfiction. This is me trying to release some of the pain that I feel in words. I put "Kevins POV" (originally, it was going to be "AJs POV", but I think they all think/feel the same. I wanted to express myself through the thoughts/feelings of one, to give voice to their and their fans’ suffering... ForewordThis story is about the thoughts of a (randomly chosen) member of U-KISS on some night ...Maybe they all think the same, but nobody talks about it, nobody wants to express their pain. They want to show the world that everything’s okay, they have to keep a happy image, they don’t want their fans to worry. But the fans know, the fans can see through their eyes what they’re feeling on their hearts...This is the tragic story of a band that strives to its fullest but is poorly recognized by its great talent...