Minghao never know why he likes to harm himself when Minghao seeing his crush, it always makes him want to hurt himself even he had some reason or not. Besides it, his parent know nothing, his best friends also dont know about Minghaos habit. Minghao enjoying the wounds and the smelled of the blood, it would relax him.  ForewordAt the first, this story may show other pair/side pair, there are;  Meanie, Jeongcheol*Im also likes JeongCheol/SeungHan(SeungcheolxJeonghan) and Soonseok, but the main pair is JunHao. Ill re-check and correct all mistakes. English actually isnt my mother language but Ill try my best. Moki