Written for the following prompt received anonymously on my Tumblr:Ive seen a few speculative posts about whether or not GD suffers from depression and honestly I would love to read something where GD is really struggling (being detached, little to no attention span, suicidal thoughts etc?) but the members pick up on it and gets it out of him and they dont leave his side until it eases up. I hope its not too angsty.TW: Intense depression, self-harm, suicidal ideation ForewordThis fic was .... a bite more than I could chew. It was really rough and dragged up a lot of stuff Id forgotten. In the end, though, I am quite pleased with how it came out. As always, thanks to my sticky-sweet Candi treat for being by my side through as ugly as this got. I couldnt have done it without her. Anon, if you see this, I hope it was satisfactory.