We weren’t, aren’t, and will never be friends. ForewordOkay, so... Um... Im actually feeling a little embarrassed right now, but I guess I have to come clean.I posted my goodbye message in August 2020, informing that Id stopped writing here. Long story short, sometimes I was like "Why did I decide to stop again?"Even though Ive stopped publishing stories here since last year, I still try to find time to write anything like diary entries, journals, drabbles etc. but then I realize Im the happiest when Im writing fiction. I feel that I still need this escapism, this joy of putting pieces of imagination to stories. And I think Id like to share them with you all.After a very pleasant and comforting talk with huangzimng (congrats on the new page of your life, dear!) recently, I gained positive energy to start writing something long again and go back here to share it. This one is a modified version of a story I ended in the middle previously, Im determined to make this one brighter (one of the reasons I cut it back then was that I myself couldnt stand how gloomy it was).I hope you all dont mind me coming back here hehe. I hope you like it, and I will do my best with this one! ♥