Wild college parties, drugs, girls, suspensions and so on were all part of Jimins life. There is no exit to lead him to a passionate, peaceful place where he would remain normal and an average man. By taking slowly steps, he must endure from all the troubles he has carried since High School, though change is a huge risk when it comes to living from a wealthy class. He discovers secrets, friendship, loss, and of course a new reflection of himself once he connects his heart towards a "perfect" man. Jimin described as a hot mess, Kim Seokjin as the "perfect" man.   ForewordWhy does it matter?We can continue to love andRunaway together to escapeThis filthy world.Why do I care?We never had a serious one-on-oneRelationship though deep in my heartMy hands would start to tremble andWanting to touch your softShaped face.My heart sings the highest noteIt makes me want to fly my way outOf this heavy darkness around me.Whats with the grey face?The millions of times I tried to see you,The millions of times I tried to talk to you,Its like a wall that could neverCollapse when we are trying toOpen freely and run towards each other.